I think I got the stomach flu or something which is the reason for this little gap in time between this and last, I had horrible stomach pain for 4 hours straight, i was writhing, pacing around the house, clawing at my skin im surprised i didnt start biting myself, vomited multiple time, and was so cold even with my heater and two blankets on. After the pain subsided I still felt ill for a while so I got nothing between the 18th and 21st woops. Shoutout to Aster for buying me stomach meds (and ice cream) and to the doordasher who delivered that shit at like 3 in the morning while being from the next town over, guardian angel type shit. Funnily enough even while sick my pervert brain was still going like "yknow at least i can use this experience to draw twinks in tormet later" and "i should draw a twink vomiting when I feel better". It'll be a while before the vomit drawing happens probably I don't know we'll see, I wanna finish this anatomy course and try to overcome mental hurdles.

I was gonna do the studies for the neck as well I was even mid watching the video when I saw Ian wanted to hang out and I love hanging out with my friends so I hopped in voice call with it and we chilled out and watched videos together which is why this is just gesture, but I did just get better from feeling sick so I'm allowed to chill. No harm in that *fighting the time anxiety through gritted teeth*.